Date:	2008-02-14 08:01
Subject:	<<the answer...
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Mood:	indifferent

am i alive? i look the part, but i'm dead inside. Concentration escapes my mind. Ive scarificed and wasted time. You focus on ambiguity that means nothing to me.
Forced to educate myself when words seem worthless.
Trained to be the diligent parasite with no mind of my own.


another valentine's day, hopefully i won't run out of beeahhs, guy.


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Date:	2008-02-13 22:42
Subject:	<<my sentiments exactly...
Security:	Public
Mood:	hot

but poetry, beauty, romance, love. . . these are what we stay alive for. to quote from whitman, "oh me, oh life of the questions of these recurring. of the endless trains of the faithless. of cities filled with the foolish. . . what good amid these, oh me, oh life? the answer: that you are here. that life exist, and identity. that the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a versa. that the powerful play goes on, and you may contribute a verse. what will your verse be?"



burn this flag of deception


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Date:	2008-02-12 21:35
Subject:	<<the scenery is nice...
Security:	Public
Mood:	awake

so, the day is rapidly approaching where i feel more lonely than any other point in time during the year. i'm doing my best to fulfill myself with enough liquor so that it won't matter nearly as much as i make it out to.

inertia is calling your name, again. . . and what will become of these plagues? and where's the cures? oh wait. . . i'm already dead.


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a million galaxies have nothing on the beauty that lies in your eyes and it's you that i see when i close mine. there will be a time when we can finally be what we've longed to be for so long now. if that day comes, i believe i can consider myself to be emotionally fulfilled.

where are you?


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i wish i had a tooth. but, alas, i have to wait 3 months until my maxilla completely heals so that i may have a titanium post drilled directly into it.


until then, i have to look like a god damn redneck. or pirate. . . take your pick.


: * (


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where did you go??



and, the 15 pounds that i lost is slowly coming back. perhaps, in part, due to the copius amounts of food i've been eating. and it is delicious, i might add.



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i love hockey. and i love the playoffs. i want to play in a league that's full contact. at least then the play wouldn't be so damn quick. i don't have the endurance i once had. . . maybe because i don't play every day. maybe i should. who's with me?



also, beware of manbearpig!!!



i'm cereal here.


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so i really enjoyed seeing alkaline trio play goddamnit in its entirety. i don't enjoy missing against me!/ getting turned away at the door because one of the bouncers thought eric and i were drunk. we were randomly selected with two other kids and told that we were drunk and to sober up by going for a walk/drinking coffee.

lame if you ask me.

i also wish we could have made it into the city way sooner than we did. also lame.


so, it's spring and i'm hoping this flower will bloom soon. i'm getting all antsy in my pantsy and i need some damn spoonage coupled with narnia.

give it to me now, give it to me now, give it to me now. . . uh uh.



<3

i dread friday mornings. my class, more specifically my professor, is the worst class i have ever been enrolled in. this guy is on some kind of power trip, and constantly gives the most specific instructions that, if not followed, will result in a zero grade. this man is short, fat, smells of foul body odor, and is almost deaf in both ears. i hate it, i hate it, i hate it.

sorry for rambling.



oh, and the red sox won their first season series! josh beckett looked amazing. so did jonathan papelbon. . . i love baseball.



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opening day of MLB!!! well, it was officially sunday but, the red sox first game is today being April 3. things are shaping up. baseball makes my life happier. anyone who knows where there are leagues that need people, let me know because i want to play.


i also would like an ablounge.

furthermore, i'm watching happy gilmore even though it's real late.


oh, and just so you know, i wanna makeout.


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so on my way home from work tonight, i had occasion to fine bane on the radio. followed by operation ivy, then the misfits. it was sweet. it made work seem less busy/shitty than it was.


oh, and leonard nemoy conquers arthritis pain with advil.



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my leg is burning, my belly is full, my mind is not low.


first day of spring!




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As seen on Break.com

WANTED!!!
Female companionship!!

Preferences:
-must be able to keep up with me snowboarding.
-must posess natural beauty.
-must enjoy watching movies while laying underneath blankets.
-must enjoy drinking beer and watching baseball in the summertime.
-must enjoy the beach, surfing, or any combination of the 2.
-must thoroughly enjoy music in all forms.
-must listen to ukulele being played.
-must have similar goals.
-must enjoy traveling.
-must be able to be swooned by me. especially by means of dinner, movie, making out, etc.


if you or anyone you know fit any of these descriptions, submit resume to dubsdeuce@yahoo.com with the title "REQUEST FORM REPLY RESUME"


okthanks>>

i have decided that i will begin an intense curling training program. with any luck, i will be in vancouver for 2010. who's going with me?




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YO.


SMOKE MAD BEEEEAAHHHSSS KID!




GUH!!!

no valentine, but at least i have a hand.




that's love.




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no valentine, but at least i have this.

i just don't trust anything that bleeds for 5 days and doesn't die.




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damn girl, you fine. let me holla.





holla back, though. holla back.


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